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by , 31st December 2013 at 03:19 PM (1722 Views)
@Blazing Star; @Scarlet Devil; @BoomShakaLarka;
Since you three may not notice this otherwise....

I don't normally air my dirty laundry here, but I have no other choice...
As of today, 12-31-13, my dear mother has passed away. I found her myself... It wasn't something comforting for me at all...
I'm left with the feeling that this is my fault. I didn't spend more time with her... No... This isn't the place for such sentiments.

Anyway. I found her facedown on the air mattress she was sleeping on. I thought nothing of it at first, as she always had a habit of picking strange sleeping positions. But I decided to try waking her up anyway. No response... So I felt her hand and noticed the coldness and discoloration. I started to feel uncomfortable at this point, so I flipped her over.... And saw that her face was discolored as well.
I asked my aunt to come over and look... and 911 was dialed. From there... a paramedic informed us that she had passed away. Hours ago.

...hours ago. Those words ring in my ear long after they were said, and probably will.

But that's besides the point... I probably won't be posting here for a little while. I need time to myself, unless someone actually wants to hear the full story..

For now, my tears have subsided. But not my grief...
What a cruel way to ring in the new year...

With this in mind... I'm sorry everyone, for making you read this. I'll be back at some point...

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  1. BoomShakaLarka's Avatar
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    Sky, I'm so sorry. Take as much time as you need. We're always available if you want to talk. I can't imagine the pain you're in.

    Just... don't blame yourself.
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  2. Bishie Karis-chan's Avatar
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    Oh my God ... I'm so sorry to hear that ...

    I ... I don't really know what else I can do, but I'll be here to talk with you when you need it ...
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  3. Karamazov's Avatar
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    Sorry. I know we don't talk to much, but just know that I'm always here if you ever want someone to listen.
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  4. Zeb's Avatar
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    So sorry to hear. That's something no one should have to go through.
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  5. Mokoniki's Avatar
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    I'm very sorry for your loss. I almost had a very similar incident happen with my dad who passed away back in January. I wish you all the best from here on out.
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  6. Likeitornot.'s Avatar
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    My deepest condolences. Honestly, I feel what I will tell you is insignificant to the magnitude of suffering that I can't even imagine you feel right now, but perhaps, it's the best I can do, to tell you that despite us not knowing one another at all, I am available to talk to when you need me there.
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  7. Dolce's Avatar
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    Sorry for your loss, it's not easy to lose someone dear to you at all I know that much myself.

    But if you do need someone to talk to, I'm more than willing to lend an ear. But hang in there.
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  8. Zeems's Avatar
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    My condolences, Sky. If you need someone to talk to, I'll listen.

    Just remember that this isn't your fault...

    I'm so sorry you have to go through this. :(
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  9. Rainbow's Avatar
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    I'm so sorry to hear, Scarlet. I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through right now...
    I give you my condolences and wish you the best.
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  10. Lord Apex's Avatar
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    Oh dear god sky I am so sorry! Take all the time you need yeah.
    Stay safe son.
    May god look after her in heaven.
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    Updated 31st December 2013 at 04:18 PM by Lord Apex
  11. Serenity's Avatar
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    Take all the time you need, sweetie. If you need anything, please don't hesitate to tell me. Don't blame yourself though... this was not your fault at all. I can't imagine what you're going through, but I'll keep you and your family in my prayers.
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  12. Flaze's Avatar
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    I'm sorry for your lose, losing a parent is never a good thing. I don't really know what to say except that I hope things can get better for you.
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  13. Oaky's Avatar
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    Scarlet Sky I am so sorry to hear what happened. By no means should you blame yourself, as it is not your fault. I wish you the best; hang in there.
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  14. Scarlet Devil's Avatar
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    Wow... This is.... Just wow... Take all the time you need, I know just how painful this is to you, I know she has given you hard times for a while, but she's still family. I hope for the best for you and your sister now...
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  15. Insanish Danish's Avatar
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    omg that is awful, I don't even know what to say. I'm so sorry for your loss. You'll be in my thoughts.
  16. crystallineEntropy's Avatar
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    Your loss is very terrible indeed. It's such a horrible thing to have happen...I wish you well in overcoming this... v.v
  17. Blazing Star's Avatar
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    Wow, I can't imagine that something like this would happen to someone so close to me. I'm... very sorry for your loss. Take all the time you need, but we'll be here whenever you need us. Even if you two had your differences, remember that she still loved you no matter what. Your sister and you are going to go through some serious changes, and I wish you the best of luck to endure them.

    Just keep your head high and hang in there, we'll be here for you whenever you need us.
  18. Coiníon Sneachta's Avatar
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    Wow, I'm sorry to hear that...
  19. Bouffalant Herdier's Avatar
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    I'm so sorry to hear this. I can't begin to imagine what you must be going through.
  20. CrackFox's Avatar
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    There's nothing I can say that others haven't already. I'm so sorry.
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