Did i do the right thing?
by, 10th September 2009 at 08:03 PM (208 Views)
Here's some background info on the situation. o_o;; From an old blog.
Well, if you want the full story, check my other blog.So last year, there was a Freshman guy (Kyle) i was dating... and broke up with. Everyone though i broke up him so i could be with my current boyfriend. Like it was a conspiracy to get this shy little boy hurt (he didn't have many friends because he was a Freshman, and he had a huge crush on me). I broke up with him not to be with my more outgoing boyfriend, but more of because it got annoying after awhile that all he'd wanna do is kiss, show me off to his friends, and not talk to me about ANYTHING. D:< He'd only ever talk to me in txt messages. x_x
Now my current boyfriend (Brandon) was dating Kyle's best friend May. Well, one day a few minutes before class, i decided i was done with Kyle. Unless he could see me as a friend enough to talk to me in person and not just kiss me, i didn't want to date him. I'd rather be friends first. So i txted him about it, and he replied that he wanted to talk to me in person about that. Fair enough. :o
Then i went in class. In which May told me Brandon just broke up with her. And she said he liked me a lot, so i should think about dumping Kyle for him. I told her i wouldn't do that, because that was silly. It didn't kick in that something this crazy would happen.
Basically, May went off to see Kyle. Kyle told her that i just broke up with him... and May (and another kid Erik) convinced him i dumped him for Brandon (who wasn't even really my friend). I kept trying to explain that wasn't how it happened, but Kyle was hurt thinking it was. Eventually, i talked to Kyle about it but he still hates me. And now, so does the rest of the "other kids" section because he's not popular there, and convincing them all i'm some horrible witch.
Doesn't help on my part a few weeks later, i did end up dating Brandon. O_<
But basically, yesterday i decided i was over drama. I was over it. I didn't care about high school cliches... all that shit everyone does to be cool. I was over it.
So i went over to Kyle and May, who were snuggling on the steps by my friends... and i said "If i say everything was completely my fault, will you guys be my friends again?"
Kyle said yes because it sounded like that came from the heart. May was all unsure, but Kyle convinced her otherwise. Erik was kinda nice to me but told me i should make-up with the bitch who beat me up. Haha. THATS not gonna happen.
But it bugs me. I really did nothing wrong in the situation, but i admitted i did to be friends again. Was that right?
And they aren't really my friends again yet. It's only been a day. We waved and stuff in the halls, but thats about it. And Kyle and i txted each other for a few minutes... but its not really a friendship again. Yet. It's only been a day. :P
So i was wondering... did i do the right thing? Opinions?
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