Midnight Blue

He joined five years ago and was able to come home every year but this year he's in Kuwait and not able to come home. While I am sad that he is not able to come home he has given me what I think is the best present of all. He fights for my freedom and everyone else's. Merry Christmas to all.

Today I've given up my scholarship that was given to me when I was in high school. It was a four semester scholarship. I had two semesters left. I'm choosing to not attend college this fall because soon I will be going to live with my grandmother. It won't be for a while. Even though people are calling me childish to give up a scholarship it actual feels the most adult thing I have ever done. I tell myself I can always go back to college. If I have to struggle for my dream to become an elementary ...

I thought I was just going to do the interview but they started me right away. I was assigned kitchen helper. Yesterday was my first day of training and I already hate it. Working in the kitchen does not feel right to me. The whole training went very fast and I'm a slow learner. Today was the "audition" and tomorrow is my evaluation. Even though I worked there one day I just feel that I'm just going to get in the way and it's not going to work out well. I'm the type of person who will ...

Can't believe it has been one year. Seems like it was yesterday I was it was my first day of high school. I think back to all of the things that has happened this year. I started college, which I am very thankful for the scholarships because I would not been able to attend and I thought I would not get any because of my grades in high school. I got my driver's license. Everyone who got their's said it would cost 40 dollars and my family could not afford it. It came out to $6.25. My brother got married. ...

My sister gets off work and comes in my room asking if she could ask for my computer. I say ok. She grabs my computer and it slips out of her hand. Lucky my room is a mess and there was a nice pile of clothes on the floor where it landed. :)