I really thought summer would be cool. I've only been out of school for a week and already it is just complete and utter crap.All the crap that's happened already is making me half-sad, half-apathetic. I kinda wanna just lay on my couch and stare at the ceiling till something good comes long.
The crap starts the second I get home, where there are some medic guys telling me and my parents that I have been officially diagnosed with ADHD. Well, that's just great. I thought it'd be no big deal, I mean, my parents don't care, and neither do my friends.
Turns out I was wrong. Oh so wrong. I'm not one to usually care about this, but now it seems that nobody wants to be around me. People are always avoiding me, and nobody except my friends ever talks to me for more than 5 seconds. I just feel really lonely all the time.
Then my dad has to be the biggest prick I have ever seen in my life. He yells at me for everything now, and I'm always being on the verge of tears after he's done ripping into me after I make the slightest mistake. But that wasn't enough for him. He blatantly treats my sister better than he treats me. So far, she's stolen my Wii from me, taken half of my precious summer money, and gotten the most praise, and everything she wants. And my dad lets her, for a reason I can't fathom.
What's worse, my dad has essentially turned my perception of life into a hell. I thought that my life would've been just fine. I could've just played my video games and keep my childhood with me while taking what life threw at me. But no. He tore that vision apart, he constantly reminds and shows me what crap life is, and he just took my childhood and threw it away. All those Pokemon cards, and toys, and books, and albums, everything except my video games is now gone. I thought I could retreat to the family RV, my absolute favorite part of my childhood. But no, he sold that too. It's gone.
Then, just when I'm crying from the RV being gone, he tells me that he'll teach me to drive. Turned out to be a waste of those two days. He yells at me even more, basically reduces me to a sniveling wreck, and then nearly wrecked my car before selling it too.
Finally, just when this crap with my dad gets resolved, my friends screw it up. One of my friends just moved on with their life and left me without saying anything. Another accidentally broke my computer. And now one of my "friends" just stole my damned 15th birthday gift. And getting it back would use up all that's left of my summer money.
I just don't know how summer can get worse. But life will go on, I guess..And I'll just wait for something good to happen and make my life a little better.