We Need Guidance, We've Been Misled.

Ah... so... I got a rather large vase that was filled with flowers back in mid-April for basically... my father's sympathy towards me and my loss.... And I've had it sitting on my desk for a while since the flowers have died, only refilling it when all the water evaporates because I think it looks better with some water it it... maybe it's because of the stones that are inside it, I dunno.

Anyways... apparently I'm getting a fish to put in there . w . I've never had a fish, and just ...

Alrighty then... so... I'm actually going to Port Aransas with some friends -- flying down to see them tomorrow >w< I'm so stoked to be going~~ I'm pretty sure that over the weekend, I'm not going to be online... at all... but I guess that'll give me time to be going and typing stuff up and working on my animation~ (actually... I don't think that anyone here has been introduced to my animation -- I may post that up in my art thread @A@;;)

Hm... maybe... if anyone is interested, ...

Eh... I suppose I've never really asked anyone out there, but is there anything that's happened in your life that just... affected you greatly? I mean, me getting diagnosed with cancer is nothing compared to what happened this year. Yanno... because of that and everything else that's been happening his year, I can voice my opinion and say that 2009 is the worst year ever. Bar none.

There's just an event that happened this Easter that I'm... never going to get over. I mean this. It ...

Right... I probably shouldn't be posting a blog entry so soon.... But I thought this was a little too good to pass up when I found it on my RP forums when I was checking it.

@A@ Totally shows a different side to the Shiay people here know....

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*washes her hands of the parenthesis*

Well, to be honest, concerning the route length that's the way it is in the drawing, you haven't specified anywhere - and believe me I've checked

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Bah... 7 in the AM and I woke up about an hour and half ago. Guess that goes to show how enthusiastic I am about to today [/sarcasm]

Uhuhuhu... yay... chemo -w-;;

Leaving in a couple of hours to go get my port accessed and get a dose of chemo. *fidgets* Ahhhh~ It seems so close, yet so far away... *reaches hands out* August, come faster~ 8D Hurry to the day I'm finally free of this X3

Also... if and when I'm back today, I may be out of it from the treatment, ...