Ranmaru

Sort of rant, and maybe a note of me trying to get serious with life and do better.

I'm tired of leaving school work until the last minute and then struggling to keep up. I wonder, why do I do things like that? Can't I be strong and do things in a better way? Or is there a way I can do things but it would be totally random and I wouldn't know until it just happened?

I'm tired of not having a job now, and that even worse the economy isn't so good. I'd wish I could get a job as a second change, don't I deserve a second chance so I can man up and not have to put up with my parents always yelling at me for not having a job at this age? Gah...

I also am a mess, my allergies are acting up, and I don't even EXACTLY know what I'm exactly allergic to. Sure I had that test that tells me everything I'm allergic too, but that was taken when I was a child, and all I know I am allergic to is pollen, many other things. My skin is sensitive, and gets itcchy. What do I do? I SCRATCH.

I'm tired of not having a girlfriend, but its not all too bad... Though... But still, it'd be nice to have one.

I'm tired of life being so complicated, why can't life be simpler?

Thats about it... I guess it turned out to be a I'm tired about life thing... Oh well, hope you read and maybe give advice to me, maybe there are things you use as techniques to go by life a bit easier that I don't, or logic that I don't know. Or Maybe you'd like to post what you are tired about.