In my dreams I'm somehow very ok with dying
by , 15th April 2012 at 05:36 PM (175 Views)
You know those dreams in which you somehow end up falling down a big height? And then usually wake up because of it? I'm sure most of you do. I've had this about twice recently, and I remember my dream-thoughts during both of them. Both times I somehow was really ok with the situation. Very calm as well. When I was little my dream-persona would always freak-out in such a situation and I'd wake up in panic. Now in my dream I'd kinda just lie back and accept the fact I was gonna die, and accept that I had lived a good life.
Now I'm not suicidal or pessimistic at all in real life or anything, so I kinda find this weird. I wonder if I'm just sleeping too tightly to use energy for panicking or something? To support this theory; one of those time I actually woke up in another dream (yes yes, Inception style) from the fall, rather than actually waking up. Maybe I'm sleeping too well, that I'm just too relaxed at that time to give a fuck? I still find it odd.
How do others experience falling / dying in dreams? I'd kinda like to know.












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