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Do you like him?

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by , 7th May 2012 at 02:29 PM (385 Views)
"He's really nice. I can't believe he still wants to hang out with you after seeing how dorky you are."
Yeah, but he's nice to anyone. The person sitting next to him in class, the stranger on the bus, the old lady crossing the street. It's no wonder he's so popular. I'm probably just a nuisance.

"Yeah, but I think he sees you as a good friend, even compared to all the High School friends he has attending the college!"
What are you talking about...? Haven't you made good friends already as well? And he's just that...a friend.

"But, I really want to try to get to know him better! He's so similar to you...both mathematically challenged, both amv connoisseurs/creators, both anime fanatics, both having the same brand of dirty humor...yet he compliments you so well with his subdued nature and his kindred ways."
And that's exactly why I can't be with him.

"Why? Because he's too good for you?"
Yeah, not only that, but he's kinda taken, remember?

"...I know."
By someone who also outclasses you in the "history" department...these two were in the IB program together since freshman year of High School. Who are you to compete with that?

"But she might be boring, or fake, or...or..."
You know none of those things are true. They're perfect for each other. Even you like this girl, she's a cool person. You can't find any flaws against her, can you?

"No..."
And the most important thing is that he's happy, right?

"Yes..."
Good. Just remember that. Plus, rejection hurts, right?

"I wouldn't know, I never confessed."
Maybe it's better that way then. You can never get hurt if you don't risk anything.



But if this is for the best, why does it still hurt?



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Conversations with myself; a personal journal I wrote this January. I'm over it now, but it's still relevant.

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Updated 7th May 2012 at 03:01 PM by CommanderPigg

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  1. Karamazov's Avatar
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    I don't make AMVs Wow, that's really poetic. :o I like this kind of stuff, when people speak from the heart. Internal conflicts.
  2. Froakie's Avatar
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    Aww.. I have conversations like this with myself all the time. :x It helps to write stuff down, I think.
  3. CommanderPigg's Avatar
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    Ack, I disabled the comments just to have blog mods respond XD

    Oh well, free for all now, comments enabled (not that it's gonna make much of a difference XP).

    It does help. Memories are often clouded by bias, writing stuff out is one of the truest forms of archiving one's emotions...or some junk like that.
  4. Froakie's Avatar
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    Ahh, sorry! :< I can't actually see if the comments are disabled or not on first glance. Sorry about that. ^^''
  5. CommanderPigg's Avatar
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    Nah, it's fine XD But now I wish I could have made the entry a bit more inclusive ><
  6. Mijzelffan's Avatar
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    It's nice to see I'm not the only one who has conversations with himself sometimes xD

    Media always portrays that as being weird. Then again, even if it's weird, fuck it. I have interesting conversations with myself :3
  7. Tsutarja's Avatar
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    I should try doing this. xD
  8. Synthesis's Avatar
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    Honestly, who wouldn't talk to themselves? My internal dialogue is the most interesting that happens to me every day
  9. Orion's Avatar
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    Quote Originally Posted by Croag
    Aww.. I have conversations like this with myself all the time. :x It helps to write stuff down, I think.
    I knew someone was going to use that pic as their Boob Week avatar.

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