In my first relationship
by, 14th April 2012 at 10:40 PM (381 Views)
It's been a long time since I've had a best friend and it's the first time I've ever had a boyfriend but now that I have both, I feel less dependent on Shinji. I still love him and am calmed by seeing him but he isn't the only one I live and crush on anymore. First of all, Dento or Cilan as you all call him now (though I don't mind his English name, especially considering my reaction to what they named Shinji), he's been my crush for a while now. I wouldn't say I'm in love with him though. Thankfully the person I am in love with is real and for once it's a requited love. It's a bonus because he is head-over-heels in love with me. He understands that he has to share my affection with a few other characters. He loves me as the quirky person I am and his love grew even deeper when he (and I) discovered that I have synesthesia.
He's got an account here on Bulbagarden and when Scott85/Cybercybed/Gliscore'd gave me a somewhat off-color happy birthday, he wrote a message to him requesting for him to make peace with me and of course got no reply.
The great thing about him and I is that we have such odd things in common. We have split appreciations for both nerdy/cool stuff and refined traditional things. He often spends hours editing animals and Pokemon sprites, giving them monocles and hats to make them gentlemen and wishes to become one himself. He tries to be very eloquent. When people say "awesome", he says "snazzy". He is perhaps the kindest guy I've ever met and he is gentle, understanding and incurably optomistic. We both have to deal with hard-to-deal-with fathers, social anxities and growing up as aspies. I'm glad he's very intelligent though. In some ways, it seems as if he is far more experienced than I am and he isn't even twenty yet and I'm twenty two.
Both of us love trivia and have an appreciation for facets of culture not often appreciated by the young adult community. Since I spend more time working on art than gaming and have little time to catch up on my games due to art and projects, he educates me on the newest games like Kid Icarus and features of the 3ds such as spotpass.
Just felt like updating my blog here for once, though I've sort of moved on to my DeviantArt blog and Wordpress blog, the latter of which will not just be about me but cool and useful things I find
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