Life

It's been a long time since I've had a best friend and it's the first time I've ever had a boyfriend but now that I have both, I feel less dependent on Shinji. I still love him and am calmed by seeing him but he isn't the only one I live and crush on anymore. First of all, Dento or Cilan as you all call him now (though I don't mind his English name, especially considering my reaction to what they named Shinji), he's been my crush for a while now. I wouldn't say I'm in love with him though. Thankfully ...

I had my first flight ever on Saturday and the ride was quite exillerating. Out here in Colorado, it's very dry and mild. On Staten Island, it's humid and uncomfortable. However, there's no beach in Colorado : P

I'm staying at ... the Hyatt hotel XDDD but I'm spending daytime at my sister's apartment right outside downtown.

I met my niece Elise and played Mario Kart Wii on my sister's husband's wii. I hope I can go swimming in the apartment pool and relax in the spa. ...

My sister who I've grown up with, the one I never imagined leaving home is now leaving the east coast for Colorado with her boyfriend for a job.

And I had to receive the news during the worst time of a female's month.

FFFFFUUUUU

I hate how she would just leave us because her boyfriend found a better job and I'm sad that she's leaving.

To keep an eye on Pokemon news, I have an RSS feed for Bulbanews and that lets me keep track of what's happening. I don't have to be that out of the loop yet I can keep my distance from the Pokemon fandom.

I've considered getting more involved locally. I go to SILive two times a day and check out the pictures and articles that interest me. SILive is the main news site for Staten Island, my hometown.

I've also taken on new interests. I hang out on 4chan's /ic/ board ...

I swear, they all gang up against me there and I just come there to talk and watch the entertainment. They tease me all the time and then they ban me and HMM is the only one helping me out.

Also, why am I so unpopular? I let people use my fanart for banners if they want to but I've only seen one person do. And sometimes weird people like Sunflorazumarill want to be my friends.

I have such low self-esteem. I came on the internet to be like those cool popular mods on ...