Had a date today
by, 9th October 2010 at 04:04 AM (180 Views)
So yeah. I had a date today. It went pretty well...he's really nice. Kinda touchy (hands, arms, around my waist, etc., NOT inappropriately), but nice. Except...I've made it excruciatingly clear to him that I want to take things SLOW. So what do I do? I walk him out to his car in the middle of a parking lot when he has to leave, and we're hugging a little, and he asks if it would be too much to ask to kiss me. I said no, but...literally not a minute later something in my head just SNAPPED and said "fuck it, if you don't kiss him, you'll drive yourself crazy wondering what it would have been like if you had." So I kiss him. Ugh...what the fuck, me? You JUST told him you didn't want to kiss...so what do you go and do? And now I'm driving myself crazy wondering why I did that.
...Maybe I shouldn't date for a while. Too fucking late now, I suppose...
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