Rest in peace, doggy... ;_;
by, 6th April 2010 at 04:35 PM (472 Views)
My doggy, Pongo, died today.
My dad found him dead on the floor next to his side of the bed this morning.
I kinda already knew he was gonna go. Yesterday, he was breathing really heavily and wasn't drinking or eating much. And he wasn't able to get up the stairs last night, either, so I had to carry him up.
And then he must've died sometime after 3:00 am.
I gotta tell ya- it would've been a lot harder if I didn't know he was going to die. I remember when my other dog, Pugzi, and my old cats, Bonkerz and Sammy, died. I was really little, so I think I took it a lot harder. I remember Pugzi was really sick and in pain when he died, and that was heartbreaking.
But Pongo wasn't in any pain or suffering when he went. He just went to sleep and didn't wake up. So I'm at least happy about that, it a bittersweet way.
Goddamn it, I've had that dumb dog all my life. I'm starting to tear up a bit.
We buried him earlier today. We're going to plant a lilac plant on the spot, since he'd like to lay down in the sun next to our lilac plant in our sideyard.
Aidan (Oranos), my brother, took it a lot harder than I did. He's been depressed all day. I hope he's feeling better tomorrow.
R.I.P. our Pongo. ;_;
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