by, 14th October 2013 at 11:18 PM (83 Views)
Is no longer friendly, no longer happy or full of smiles.. Mostly.
I have had a fight with my cousin and roommate, not the first but crap where he acts like he's always right and is a fantastic person, don't get me wrong he is a good person.. Most of the time but he acts superior.. Like today apparently I was talking while playing Pokemon Y, and when I came out all three roommates were going on about how they heard it, I said most people talked while they played their games or wrote stories. I went downstairs and it really sounded like they were laughing at what I said and I felt hurt, told my cousin to do the dishes himself (That's what I was doing) and then tried to get changed in my room so I can go for a walk, but he wouldn't leave me alone of course, acting like I am the bad guy as always.
So we have a big fight, I leave then come back. Another fight before he and the other roommates leave, going on about how I should leave.
So just before I apologize. I won't say anything if it's not good, I won't say my opinions and just be silent, keep to myself in my room and all that.
Since my cousin frustrate the hell out of me with his OCD and acting like he owns the place, thinking I owe him something because he's helped me with things, like I am some sort of charity case. (Just the other day I asked him to please stop throwing things on top of the garbage bag and fix it if it's falling down, he goes No. And after that I asked if during the day he could just clean his dishes once he's done with them, to lighten the load for the night then he says No as well, yet if I did that anytime, he would be shouting at me).
So this is going to be extremely hard, so I figured I will have to blog my every thought and emotion, because this is going to be hard. I should find some sort of good paying job and once I have enough money and a license, go live on my own before my insanity goes crazy. So I guess blogs, my story, GTA games and making Sims suffer in Sims 2/3 will be the only way I can let out my frustration and emotions. So this blog will be it.
I will try to keep the profanity limited, and it's up to you if you want to read or comment on my future blogs, I will be pretty much venting so if you want to give advice or something, then I don't mind since it might give me a clearer though. Thank you.
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