by, 5th February 2010 at 09:59 PM (355 Views)
Truth be told, I've never been a social butterfly. Even at the peak of my social life I had 3-4 friends.
But the past few years of my life have been well... pathetic. I've had no social contacts... or friends since starting college. I graduate in May.
In person, and online too actually, I'm not a very open person. Until I get to know the person or they get to know me, I rarely say more than a few words.
It's a little sad that I haven't been able to make any connections like that in years. I usually just absorb myself in my hobbies and forget about it, but sometimes it comes and slaps me in the face real good.
Now of course, I'm at the age where I should have a girlfriend. Unlikely given a) I find it hard to open up and b) I'm a bit nerdy.
I'm not sure what it is today to make me post this. We're getting a lot of snow, so maybe it's exacerbating this feeling of isolation that hits me sometimes. My hope is that just is just a bad phase, and there may be light down the tunnel.
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